Curious.

I don't want to grow old and see the people whom I've devoted my life to get on with their own lives, leaving me behind with their past, I don't want to have to watch my husband slowly die of old age, or to ever become that old lady that spends her days counting down the minutes to when her kid's next visit will be.

I hate watching my grandma confine herself to becoming nothing but a grandma, spending her days at home watching tv because of her bad leg. For me, age is even worse then death.

I'm young and I'm strong, But I feel weary and distraught. I'm spending my days fretting about my arm fats and my split ends, and I. Oh. I don't know. I'm desperate for something to look forward to.